Changed Forever...

I have been thinking lately of the person I used to be.......

I am completely different. I have way more self confidence then I used to. I don't care what people think of me just as long as I know what my God thinks about me. I am not afraid to be disliked. I used to struggle when I was told that so and so didn't like me or so and so thinks your ugly. But now I don't care, because I know I'm beautiful in my own way.

My situation with my friends was way different. I would just follow them around and act and think how they did and not how I should. I wasn't the chang I should have been, instead I just followed along and became the person I used to be. I was dirty minded, and I didn't really like myself. I always felt bad after hanging out with them and listening to all their drama. I felt slimmed as my Mom likes to put it. But now I am totally different!!! I can't stand being around some of the people I used to be around all the time. I stick up for myself and don't participate and follow in the crap that I used to. I think back to some of the things I would do and think why?? Was I that stupid??

But now......I am the young woman I want to be. I have a relationship with my God, I don't worry about anything, I am not afraid to be disliked. I am beautiful both inside and outside which I am finding is becoming even more rare by the second! I have no one to thank but my God! I wouldn't be alive to this day without him. I wouldn't be who I am without Him. Thank you God for rescuing me! :D

I have gone from this insecure girl to......

This beautiful and confidant young woman.

I obviously had a little help along the way. Thanks to my Mom and Dad who have always been there and supported me. Thank you Hannah for being the best friend in the whole wide world. Thank you Noelle for always listening even when it was the 5th time I'd told you it. lol. And thank you to all my friends who have been there in the tough times! I love you guys!