Saturday, December 17, 2011

Crazy or Beautiful??

Back in the end of June/the beginning of July my life was beyond crazy!!!! It started off with losing my Best friend! Then at our annual July 4th party my brother was found out to be using drugs. It didn't stop their either. My Grandma fell and broke her hip and had to go through surgery that we didn't know if she would make it through, and if she did then it would be very tough recovery. So you could easily say that my life was totally falling apart at the seams. I didn't know if I'd make it through. But God had different ideas for me.
Though the month or so sucked beyond sucking. I made it through. A little bruised, but those healed as things began getting better. I gained a friend who challenged me to actually read my bible and spend time with God every night and not just a couple nights here and there. My family and I went to a conference with Heidi Baker and it changed all of our lives!!! I experienced him in ways I didn't know I could. My brother decided to quit using drugs and is clean to this day. Finally my Grandma made it through surgery and is doing pretty good. She can't do much on her own anymore, but she is still alive and kicking.
So over all my life worked itself out. It went from being crazy and very terrible. To being Beautiful. I don't regret anything that happened that month or the couple after it. I know now that if it weren't for that time I wouldn't be who I am today without those experiences! My life went from crazy to beautiful all because of a God who cares.

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